and in the end.. im back where i was
Sep. 1st, 2007 | 11:22 pm
[Mood:
dissappointed]
..And so i thought you differed from everyone in the past. you came in to my life and made me feel like i was something. made me feel belong. worth it. made me a part of something more valuable than my life, your life. you came to me when ur in trouble. you came to me when ur sad, when ur down, when u had no one to turn to. the only one that was there was me. and i thought the trust you gave me was more valuable than anything ive ever gotten. but as soon as things start to get back in its paths. things changed between us. it was as if i was never there for u at all. you came to be when ur in trouble but where were u when i needed someone to talk to, a shoulder to cry on, someone to talk it out with. where was that guy that shared stories after stories wth me. that guy that seemed to care. gone. and in the end. you were no different than the rest of them.
..And i also hate how i say i hate everything about you and then you would ask me for help. and then i would just help you out like ive had in the past w/o much thinking. i hate how my hatred for you is so superficial. i hate how i cant hate u.
dissappointed]..And so i thought you differed from everyone in the past. you came in to my life and made me feel like i was something. made me feel belong. worth it. made me a part of something more valuable than my life, your life. you came to me when ur in trouble. you came to me when ur sad, when ur down, when u had no one to turn to. the only one that was there was me. and i thought the trust you gave me was more valuable than anything ive ever gotten. but as soon as things start to get back in its paths. things changed between us. it was as if i was never there for u at all. you came to be when ur in trouble but where were u when i needed someone to talk to, a shoulder to cry on, someone to talk it out with. where was that guy that shared stories after stories wth me. that guy that seemed to care. gone. and in the end. you were no different than the rest of them.
..And i also hate how i say i hate everything about you and then you would ask me for help. and then i would just help you out like ive had in the past w/o much thinking. i hate how my hatred for you is so superficial. i hate how i cant hate u.
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hmmm
Aug. 29th, 2007 | 11:29 am
[Mood:
lazy]
So i havent been here in forever. just so we're clear im still alive. and school starts soon so thats depressing. summer was amazing while it lasted. although stuff i looked forward to didnt happen. guess it wasnt mean to. k. bye.
o yah
schedule
1. Physics- Olivieri
2. Stats ap- Midiri
3. Ceramics 2 - Hansen
4. English 4- Gardner
5. Econ - Goldman/Amer Gov- Dillon
6. Calc ab ap - Hurwitz
anything?
lazy]So i havent been here in forever. just so we're clear im still alive. and school starts soon so thats depressing. summer was amazing while it lasted. although stuff i looked forward to didnt happen. guess it wasnt mean to. k. bye.
o yah
schedule
1. Physics- Olivieri
2. Stats ap- Midiri
3. Ceramics 2 - Hansen
4. English 4- Gardner
5. Econ - Goldman/Amer Gov- Dillon
6. Calc ab ap - Hurwitz
anything?
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Aug. 24th, 2004 | 05:55 pm
[Mood:
amused]

amused]
